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The night air in Hyogo smelled like rain and dirt, heavy against the windows of the Miya house. Inside, the light was too soft, too warm—amber shadows bleeding across tatami and polished wood. Atsumu sat at the low dining table, hands folded in his lap, spine straight. A perfect omega from some old picture book.

Across from him, his father held a letter with the Kuroda family seal. The CEO of Kuroda Electronics had a son. Twenty-three. An alpha. Looking for a spouse. The deal had been done for weeks, but tonight was the official announcement.

"You'll meet him next month," his father said, flat, like he was talking about the weather. "The Kuroda family is respectable. They've agreed to a generous bride-price. You'll want for nothing."

Atsumu's fingers dug into his thighs. He felt his brother's stare—Osamu, to his right, jaw clenched so hard a vein pulsed at his temple.

"Atsumu." Low and sharp. "You can't be serious. You're seventeen. You've got two years of high school left. You're the best setter in the country. You can't just—throw that away."

Atsumu kept his eyes on the wood grain. "It's fine, 'Samu. I've thought about it."

"You haven't thought about anything." Osamu's voice cracked. "You're just going along with it because they told you to."

"Osamu." Their mother's voice cut like a blade. "Watch your tone."

His fists hit the table. Cups rattled. "This isn't fair. He's still a kid. He has a future—volleyball, college, anything. You can't just sell him off to some stranger."

"It's an honor." Cold. "The Kuroda family is wealthy. Atsumu will be cared for. He'll have a good life. You should be happy for him."

"Happy?" Osamu laughed, bitter and ugly. "He's not happy. Look at him. He looks like a ghost."

Atsumu lifted his head. His eyes were dry, but empty—a hollow calm that made Osamu's stomach turn. "I said it's fine, 'Samu. Drop it."

"Atsumu—"

"Drop it." Quiet. Final.

Takeshi Miya cleared his throat. "It's settled. Atsumu will leave school after midterms. No need for volleyball or academics. He'll spend his time preparing for the marriage at home."

Osamu stood, chair scraping. He looked at his father, then his mother, then his twin—that pale, obedient mask. He wanted to scream. To grab Atsumu by the shoulders and shake until the real person clawed back out. But he didn't. He just turned and walked out, the sliding door slamming behind him.

Atsumu winced. Then smoothed his expression and bowed his head. "Thank you, Father. I'll do my best."

That night, Atsumu lay in his futon, staring at the ceiling. His phone buzzed. A message from Osamu: We need to talk.

He typed back: Not tonight. Sleep.

He didn't sleep. He lay awake until gray light crept through the window, and when he finally closed his eyes, he dreamed of a volleyball court that was always just out of reach.


The news spread through Inarizaki like wildfire. Atsumu Miya, star setter, pride of the team, was quitting. No explanation. No warning. Kita cornered him after practice the day it was announced.

"Explain." Kita's voice was calm, but his eyes were sharp. Not a question. A demand.

Atsumu's lips parted. He wanted to lie. Family obligations. Studies. Volleyball was just a hobby. But he couldn't. Not in front of Kita, who had seen him break his own limits, who had always believed in the fierce, burning thing inside him.

"I'm getting married." His voice cracked on the last word.

Kita's expression didn't change, but something flickered in his eyes. "To whom?"

"Some alpha from a company. Kuroda. My parents arranged it."

"You don't want this."

Not a question. Atsumu shook his head, small, almost invisible.

Kita was silent for a long moment. Then he placed a hand on Atsumu's shoulder. "You have a gift. Don't let them bury it."

Atsumu's eyes burned, but he didn't cry. Not there. Not yet. He pulled away, mumbling an excuse, and fled.

Outside, the autumn air bit his skin. Suna leaned against the wall, phone in hand, but his gaze was fixed on Atsumu.

"Heard the news." Suna said. "That sucks."

"Yeah." Barely a whisper.

"If you need anything—a place to crash, a ride, someone to punch your dad—I'm available."

Atsumu almost laughed. Almost. "Thanks, Suna."

Suna shrugged. "That's what teammates are for."

Over the next few days, the team made a habit of visiting the Miya household. Aran showed up with a box of taiyaki and stayed for an hour, talking about old matches and new strategies. Ginjima brought a new volleyball, signed by the whole team, and left it on Atsumu's doorstep. Kita came once, sat with Atsumu in the garden, and said nothing—just stayed until the silence became comfortable.

Osamu watched from the kitchen window each time, a knot of gratitude and guilt tightening in his chest.

But the visits stopped when Atsumu's mother announced he was no longer receiving guests. "He has lessons," she said, voice pleasant but steel-edged. "He needs to focus on his future."

The future, as far as Osamu could tell, included learning to fold towels into perfect rectangles and pour tea without spilling a drop. It included wearing dresses and kimonos, practicing calligraphy, memorizing the names of Kuroda's distant relatives. It included sitting through etiquette lessons that stripped away every ounce of the person Atsumu used to be.

Osamu came home one afternoon to find Atsumu in the kitchen, wearing a pale pink yukata, hair braided, a tray of ochazuke in his hands.

"Welcome back, Osamu-sama." Soft and formal. "I prepared your snack. Please sit."

The bowl clattered as Osamu's hand hit the table. "What the hell is this?"

"I've been learning to cook." Atsumu didn't meet his eyes. "Mother said you'd like ochazuke."

"I'm not 'Osamu-sama.' I'm your brother. I'm 'Samu.'" Osamu's voice cracked. "Since when do you call me that?"

"Since now." Quiet. "It's proper."

"Proper?" Osamu grabbed his wrist, forcing Atsumu to look at him. "You're not a servant. You're not some—some doll. Stop this. Stop letting them change you."

Atsumu's face flickered—for a second, Osamu saw the old fire, the sharp tongue, the stubborn set of his jaw. Then it was gone, smoothed over like calm water. "Please eat before it gets cold, Osamu-sama."

"I don't want it."

Atsumu's hands trembled. "Please. I made it for you."

Osamu wanted to refuse. To knock the tray away, break the perfect porcelain, smash everything his parents were building. But he saw the fragile hope in Atsumu's eyes—the desperate need to be good, to be perfect, to avoid punishment. So he sat. He ate. The ochazuke tasted like ash.

That night, Osamu found his mother in the living room, reviewing Atsumu's schedule.

"He's doing well." She didn't look up. "The Kuroda family is impressed with his progress."

"He's miserable."

She finally met his eyes. "He's learning his place. That's not misery. That's maturity."

"He's a volleyball player. He's a genius. He's supposed to be at Nationals next year, not stuck here playing housewife."

"He's an omega." Cold. "And you are an alpha. Act like one."

"I am acting like one." Osamu snarled. "I'm trying to protect him. That's what alphas are supposed to do, right? Protect the pack? Not sell them off."

She stood, face pale with anger. "You will not speak to me like that in this house. You have no idea what's best for him. Go to your room."

Osamu didn't move. "You can't do this. I won't let you."

"Then you can leave too. If you value his freedom over this family, you're no son of mine."

The silence stretched like a wire about to snap. Osamu's hands shook. He wanted to shout, to fight, to tear down the walls of this house. But he saw Atsumu's face in the kitchen—that hollow compliance—and he knew any rebellion would only make things worse for his brother.

He walked away.


The engagement announcement arrived in a cream-colored envelope with gold embossing. Atsumu's parents framed it and hung it in the entryway. The date was set: six months from now, a private ceremony, followed by a transfer to Tokyo to live with the Kuroda family.

Osamu stared at it every time he walked through the door. The letters blurred into meaningless shapes. Atsumu Miya. Hiroki Kuroda. United in matrimony.

He wanted to tear it down.

Atsumu walked past him, carrying a stack of folded linens. He didn't glance at the announcement. Didn't even pause.

"Atsumu."

"Yes, Osamu-sama?"

"Don't call me that."

"I'm sorry, Osamu-sama. I'll try to remember."

Osamu grabbed his arm, harder than he intended. Atsumu dropped the linens, scattering them across the floor. "Look at me. Really look at me. Where did you go? Where did my brother go?"

Atsumu's eyes were glassy. "He's here, Osamu-sama. He's just learned to be quiet."

Osamu released him. Watched as Atsumu knelt, picked up each piece of linen, folded it perfectly, stacked it back in his arms. Then walked away without another word.


The confrontation happened three days later. Osamu had been waiting, building the courage, fueling the rage. His parents sat in the living room, drinking tea. Atsumu was in the next room, practicing calligraphy. The scratching of the brush against paper was the only sound.

Osamu slid the door open and stood before them.

"I want to talk about the engagement."

Takeshi Miya set down his cup. "There's nothing to discuss."

"There is." Osamu's voice was steady, but his heart pounded. "You're forcing him into a marriage he doesn't want. You're taking away his future. You're breaking him."

"We're giving him a future." His mother's voice. "A stable, secure one."

"He doesn't want stability. He wants volleyball. He wants freedom. He wants to be himself." Osamu's voice cracked. "You're killing him. Can't you see that? He's not Atsumu anymore. He's a ghost wearing his face."

"That's enough." His father.

"No, it's not. I won't let you destroy him. I'm going to help him escape this."

His mother laughed, cold and brittle. "Escape? And go where? He has no money. No connections. No rights without a family or mate. You would condemn him to a life on the streets?"

"I would give him a chance. I would give him his life back."

"You're a fool." His father. "And if you try anything, we will disown you. You'll have nothing."

"Then I'll have nothing. But he'll have everything."

He turned and walked out, footsteps heavy on the wood. In the hallway, he saw Atsumu standing in the doorway of the calligraphy room, brush still in hand, ink staining his fingers. Eyes wide, dark, unreadable.

"'Samu." The old name slipped out, unbidden.

Osamu stopped.

"You don't have to do this." Atsumu's voice cracked. "It's too late. It's already done."

"It's never too late. Not until you say it is."

Atsumu's face crumpled. The brush fell from his fingers, splattering ink across the tatami. He took a step forward, then another, and then he was in Osamu's arms, shaking, sobbing, grip desperate.

"I don't want this." Choked out. "I hate it. I hate the dresses. I hate the lessons. I hate the way they look at me like I'm a piece of meat. I hate that I can't play volleyball. I hate that I'll never be who I was again. I want to be me again, 'Samu. I want to be me."

Osamu held him tight, his own eyes burning. "You will be. I promise. I'm going to get you out of here."

Atsumu pulled back, tear-streaked, broken. "How?"

"I don't know yet. But I'll figure it out. We'll figure it out together. Just—don't give up. Don't let them win."

Atsumu laughed, wet and broken. "They already won."

"No, they haven't. Not while you still have fight in you."

Atsumu looked down at his hands—ink-stained, trembling, bare of the engagement ring that was supposed to be his cage. "I don't know if I have fight left."

"Then borrow mine. I have plenty."


The plan came together slowly. Osamu had been saving money from his part-time job at the onigiri shop—nothing substantial, but enough for bus fare, a cheap rental room, a few weeks of food. He contacted Kita, who offered to let Atsumu stay with his grandmother for a while. He talked to the volleyball coach, who promised to hold Atsumu's spot on the team if he could return.

The hardest part was convincing Atsumu.

"They'll find us." Atsumu huddled in his room the night before the formal meeting with Hiroki Kuroda. "They'll drag me back. They'll punish you."

"Let them try. I'm not afraid of them."

"I am." Small. "I'm afraid of everything."

Osamu knelt in front of him, took his hands. "Listen to me. Tomorrow, you go to that meeting. You smile, you bow, you be perfect. And then you come home, pack a bag, and leave with me. We'll be gone before they wake up."

"Where will we go?"

"Somewhere safe. Somewhere you can be Atsumu again."

Atsumu's lip trembled. "And if I can't?"

"You can. You're the strongest person I know. You just forgot."

They sat in silence, side by side, as the clock ticked toward midnight. Atsumu leaned his head on Osamu's shoulder.

"I'm scared."

"I know. Me too."

"But I'll do it."

Osamu squeezed his hand. "Together."


The meeting with Hiroki Kuroda was held at a traditional restaurant in the city center. Atsumu wore a pale blue kimono, hair pinned up, face painted with careful grace. He smiled, poured tea, answered questions about his hobbies with rehearsed answers. I enjoy cooking. I practice calligraphy. I hope to be a good spouse.

Hiroki was polite, handsome, and utterly indifferent. He asked about volleyball once, and Atsumu said he didn't play anymore. The lie tasted like poison.

When it was over, they walked through the garden under lantern light. Hiroki touched his hand, and Atsumu forced himself not to flinch.

"I think we'll get along well." Hiroki said. "You're very compliant."

Atsumu smiled. "Thank you, Kuroda-sama."

That night, he came home, took off the kimono, folded it neatly, and placed it in a drawer. Then he packed a backpack with jeans, a hoodie, his volleyball kneepads. He wrote a note and left it on his pillow.

I'm sorry for the trouble. I can't be who you want me to be. —Atsumu

Osamu was waiting by the back gate. The night was cold, stars hidden behind clouds. They didn't speak. They just walked, side by side, until the lights of the Miya house were swallowed by darkness.


The backlash came within hours. Their parents called, threatened, begged. Osamu didn't answer. He left his phone at the onigiri shop and bought a burner. Atsumu's phone buzzed with messages from his mother, his father, even Hiroki Kuroda. He deleted them all without reading.

Kita's grandmother welcomed them with warm tea and no questions. She gave Atsumu a room with a view of the hills, and for the first time in weeks, he slept without dreaming of cages.

The Inarizaki volleyball team rallied. Suna brought new clothes. Aran brought food. Ginjima brought a volleyball. They didn't ask about the engagement. Didn't ask about the family. They just showed up, loud and warm and alive, and Atsumu felt something crack open in his chest.

He went to practice the next day. The gym smelled like sweat and polish. The net was waiting. Shinsuke set the ball, and Atsumu hit it—hard, wild, imperfect. It sailed past the line and hit the wall with a satisfying thwack.

He laughed. Broken and rusty, but real.

Osamu watched from the doorway, arms crossed, a small smile on his face.


Three days later, their father showed up at the gym. Alone, dressed in a dark suit, expression unreadable.

"Atsumu. Come home. We can fix this."

Atsumu stood in the middle of the court, still holding the volleyball. His teammates formed a loose circle around him, protective.

"I'm not going back." His voice was steady.

"You don't have a choice. You're a minor. You belong to this family."

"He doesn't belong to anyone." Osamu stepped forward. "He's a person. And he's staying with us."

Takeshi Miya's eyes flickered. "You've made your point. But this life—this volleyball, this nonsense—it won't sustain him. He needs a mate. He needs security."

"He needs to be happy. That's all he needs."

A long silence. The gym light hummed overhead. Atsumu gripped the volleyball tighter.

"If you refuse to come, I will have you removed by force. I have the law on my side."

"Then go ahead." Atsumu said. "But I'll fight. And I won't make it easy."

Takeshi Miya stared at him—really stared—for the first time in months. He saw the fire in his son's eyes, the same fire he had tried to stamp out. He saw Atsumu, not the obedient omega, but the defiant boy who had once told him he would be the best setter in Japan.

He didn't respond. He turned and walked away.

Osamu let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. He looked at Atsumu, who was shaking, tears streaming down his face.

"You okay?"

Atsumu nodded, a smile breaking through the tears. "I think I am."


The days that followed were a slow rebuilding. Atsumu returned to classes, catching up on missed work with Kita's help. He practiced with the team, relearning the rhythm of the game, the trust in his hands, the joy of a perfect set. Osamu worked double shifts to help cover expenses, but he never complained.

One evening, they sat on the porch of Kita's grandmother's house, watching the sun sink behind the mountains. Atsumu had his kneepads on, dirty from practice, hair messy and unbraided.

"Thank you." Quiet.

"For what?"

"For not giving up on me." Atsumu looked at his brother. "For seeing me when I couldn't see myself."

Osamu bumped his shoulder. "That's what twins are for."

Atsumu smiled, small but real. "I'm going to make it. I'm going to play. I'm going to be someone."

"You already are someone. You're Atsumu Miya. Best setter in Japan. Never forget that."

They sat together in the fading light, two boys who had faced the darkness and chosen each other. The future was uncertain, full of legal battles and family pressure and the weight of a world that didn't want them to be free. But for this moment, on this porch, with the sound of cicadas and the promise of tomorrow, it was enough.

Atsumu looked up at the sky, at the first stars blinking through the twilight.

"I think I'm ready."

Osamu didn't need to ask for what. He just nodded.

"Then let's go."

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作品: haikyu!!
角色: Atsumu Miya, Osamu Miya
類型: Hurt/Comfort
語氣: Dark & Moody
長度: 長篇
產生者: Salsabil Amri

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